all i do in here is juz complain bout my life.... oni 5% of my blog is bout happiness... to me... i can nvr let out my sorrows with true emotions to anyone... not even my best fren or family... i'd rather stay in solitude and feel remorse for myself... my life now revolves around werk... i've neglected my studies and my family for sth which is about to slip off from my clutch.. looney and joker is wad ppl think of me.. but deep inside... wad are my true feelings? i masked em quite well by being a clown who holds the smile in U-shaped... sometimes, wen time passes by, i realise, i couldnt hold it there for long... it simply drops wen i'm pondering... nowadaes, i think alot... and daze till ppl haf to call my name to shake me.. things aint going the right path for me right now.. i juz hope one day... someone would be there to remove the emptiness and overlaps the sorrows with joy... that someone i'm waiting for... is a fren to listens more than to gif advices which doesnt make sense.. to listen is different from to hear... i listen to my frenz problem... i put myself in their shoes... and most of the time... opinion doesnt seek me... i onli feel wad they feel and realize i'm clueless even wen i'm in their position... thats y most of the time, i dun share my tots towards their problem... cuz it became a problem to me too... a problem doesnt depict an instant ans... addition to it.. seeking for solution takes time... i mellowed down myself to a certain degree to achieve a sensible ans.. but, it cant seem to vomit out a reality... fantasize is my hobby.. drama is my game.. stoopid..is my name....
3:19 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
