he was there... all the time... <3

End of first day of hari raya.. end of one whole day of stealing naps at every single houses i went. hehee. i was basically like a tree growing different breed of fungus everywhere i went. seems like all my relatives noe tt i'm no longer in poly. but, at least i had plans for my future.. my cousin.. isnt skooling... being fed on a silver spoon since young till now.. has no plans on her future.. i worry for her... her mum would pay for her private diploma.. but she doesnt want to study... how lucky can one get? if she were in my shoes, i think she would haf killed herself long ago... my uncle did a so-called "fortune-telling"... he was right.. my cousin is leading a good life with silver platters serves in front of her... even wen she is 40.. as for me.. he said i'm leading a miserable life... even wen i'm 50... i will still b miserable... that scares me tho.. i dowan to b miserable... now it maybe miserable.... but i hope in the near future, i'll b leading a good life.. oh well.... yea...

went to 4 houses today... rode bike with baju kurung!!! omg... i look damn 'unglam' lor!! with the kain pulled up... eeye.. missing him 1/3 of the time.. cuz the rest was juz napping arnd.. lol. he came to meet me even aft he got hm... i think he miss me laa... whahaha.. i feel bad leh... everytime he got to come down... next time, if i got a bike... my turn to go find u k? =) tmr i still gotta werk at 3... the tot of werk..... realli..... nvm.... it will be 'fun'! even if its not... i will make it looks fun.. lol. to all the muslims out there... Selamat Hari raya.. kalau tersilap kata atau terkasar bahasa, ku minta ampun atas segalanya.