ArgH!!!!! i feel lyk blown up balloon!!!! a hot air balloon which can burst anytime!!! k.. i realise i oni blog wen my mood is @ negative mode.. but wadeva!!! i'm so the....****ed up... firstly... he din tell me he booked out today... i saw him online... den he wen "surprise!" and i go "huh"... den he "surprise!" den i go "HUH"... "why... how come u online? tot u in camp??" den he bullshit here and there... den he tell me his sir let them book out today... so if i nvr go online... i would nvr noe he actualli book out laa... den he asked if he can go out wif his frenz.... i say of cuz... i dowan control him... den he say..he gtg do sth.. so he din say anythin else... so aft a while i wen offline... i waited fer his call or msg at least... nth.... around 2-3hours plus later... he said he will b out wif his frenz till 2-3am... wth... and he mentioned sth which made me think too much... "sry if i do anythin wrong...." i say its okiee...i dun wan to ask him y... but... it realli lingers in my mind... did he do anythin wrong or is he GOIn to do sth wrong?? wad IS IT??! i din bother replyin him... today.... 11th anniversary for SPAC2GO committee called me... me and feng kai become MC for that event... haiyo!! i got enough things goin on le laa!!! fuCKED up liFe!!! dAmn eVErythIn tAts in mY wAy!!!! aRgH!!!!!! ='(!!!!!!
12:12 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
