many many days with nth updated.. now, i feel like pouring out everything thats weighing inside me.. recently.. i had a test... or shud i say, i'm SUPPOSED to sit for a test namely, FOOD MICROBIOLOGY. apparently, the sad part is... i din get to sit for it... i entered the cls late... that FcKing woman namely J**m*n* *****.. said "ur not allowed to sit for the test.. " i said with a cool face but raging inside "okie lor..." den walk out of the room... damn CB ryt.. i was damn angry..... i stayed up all night studying... and couldnt sit for it...i noe tt she doesnt like me... cuz i gave her lots a problem.. but dun pick on me wen it comes to test!!! dammit... i tot i could pull thru this module.. but given the bloody situation... i doubt i can... and i SWEAR i'm not turning up for this module exam... wads the point?? i already noe i flung...
work environment has change TREMENDOUSLY i must say... the siglap 'gelare love' is no longer there...everyone one by one left.... now...siglap left with me and xuan... xy got transferred to east coast... and siglap have been taken over by Troy.. at first... situation sounded so bad... but then... aft i werk wit her... i find tt... she's not tt horrible as many said.. juz tt there is still a wall between siglap ppl and Plaza sing ppl... their style is so diff... and wantin to make frenz and hope to werk together as a family seems tough.. haiz... many things change.. i dunno how to handle.. gosh..
sunday...aft i ended my shift.. me and xuan waited for sheena for like 1hr and 15 mins... den we went to east coast Fisherman's Village for dinner w xy, sheena, xuan, nicole and me... den me, nic and xuan got high.. hahaha..(pLS..not on drugs or liquor!) we walked back to gelare... and during their closing, we played those clubbing music.. me and nic started dance like no one's business... dun care ppl outside see.. hahaha... den slowly... xuan start joining.. haha.. took lotsa pictures.. stoopid pics i must say.. den... my hp batt wen flat.. ok.. nvm.. den we wen to kembangan park to slack till 3.15am.. singing..swinging..dancing..smoking...crapping.. den wen home.. den..i tried opening the door... DAMN!! it was locked from inside.. onli the last person would lock..and tts usually me.. damn!! my hp batt flat...no one can open door!! i slp outside my house.. at first felt eerie.. den.. too tired to think...so juz slpt.. den around 7.30am.. my mum came out.. she was shocked! she said.. why u slping outside???!! i said door locked and batt flat.. den she went in and scolded my sis... whakaka... at first i felt angry.. den wen i heard my sis kena scolding.. i felt happy.. hahahahahaha.. sadistic.. but! too bad.. u lock me outside.. den i walk to my room and slpt like a dead log..
den... woke up... today.. i lost my hp at parkway... dammit... i lost the 2nd time.. i was soooo fed up wit myself......... wen to play pool to kill off that feeling... lucky i win all 3 rounds.. if not.. confirm more angry.. hahhaa..but... then again... i lost contact with the outside world... sad ryt.. yea..not for u of cuz..!! for me laa! tmr, tue, is my presentation and test.. EXCEL... omg.. hahaha.. for presentation, i requested to do individual.. lucky tcher allow... so..tmr is the day.. pray hard!
11:51 PM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
14th july... i'm still pondering if i shud go... wad if i see him...? but on the other hand.. i got the urge to see him.. but on the other hand... i dunno how to face him!! hai.... but i realli wanna see him... and chat like how we used to.. but i dun think tt will b possible... but... i dowan go... but i wan go.. i dunno................................
11:56 PM;
I made my mark
Monday, July 02, 2007
today, wen out wit ah bel jie.. altho was sick..but she made my day.. but my day wen bad again.. i dunno wad is his prob! eeww~!! plsssss..... arrrghhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!
3:24 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
