Friday, November 14, 2008

Say Goodbye-Chris Brown
(Amended)
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Boy it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Boy I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, boy I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
Listen to your heart
Boy you know,
We should be apart, baby
I,I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it.
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry.
Dedicated to you, my love..( i tried....i couldn't find the missing pieces to my heart..)
you WERE my greatest joy... you are my deepest worry. Till now, i have no courage to tell u i no longer have tt feelings i had before. We just can't go on. Pretending we're getting along... But i just can't let u go.. cuz ur were a part of my life. i'm not used to u not being around. but i should stop torturing myself and prolong the sufferings.. i should let u go... i shan't be selfish and deceive u no longer.. u should go ahead and find a better girl..



11:29 PM;
I made my mark


Learning how to accept him into my life again. i couldn't find myself loving him like before.



11:26 PM;
I made my mark

Sunday, November 09, 2008

aite... tmr... i mean today... is my last day in g.cafe... hell of a time.. just tt 6 more hours there and its over.. a non-profit driven outlet ought to just be burnt down.. waste of time.. no critics to be said here regarding any of the people working there... altho there's someone which i realli hate cuz she's a backstabber.. oh well.. politics are bound to be everywhere in every werkplace... so ya... damn u.... may u get fired soon... haha.. to hell to everything...... urgh.... ok..... now i'm stuck.... i dunno wad to do now..... oh ya.!! that bloody ass.. suppose to come down and fetch me from werk..... to think he's actualli at home slping.... wad an asshole... tmr i shan't meet u too... "cuz i tired luh b.......~~" thats wad u shall expect from me tmr.. haha... like i said... i'm no longer miss nice...... then the following day i would say..."oops..... i'm busy.... busy resting.... " and the following day...." oops... i made plans....." and more oops.... hahaha.... u want 2 meet... come find me..... i lazy go find u....... u and ur stupid laptop..... go out wit me... u bring ur laptop..... and do ur werk.... wah..... i DETEST that man...... u can do as much werk as u wan..... i dowan to be present.. or.... perhaps..... go home and slp..... u need rest...... i dun nid someone to go out with me and think tt i'm refraining u from slp.... go slp... go do werk..... too free? den come find me k? and do NOT call me in the wee hours like 3am.... i need to slp... and dun say u would call back wen u wun.... cuz it doesnt werk for me now.... last time... i was foolish enuf to wait for ur call tilll 5 plus den i slp and to find out u din call the next morning... now... u said u will call later.... i just put down the fone and just go to slp... its a routine alrdy.... i'm getting used to ur empty words... hahaha... and i'm not upset at all.... to me all dis just seems like a joke.... hahaha.. seriously... anyway..... we're just perfect strangers in love..... mayb not realli in love for my case...



12:48 AM;
I made my mark

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