Mummy and daughter... love.... sorry brother not here... no hab his pix..

i left with my head hanging low.. shame filled me... hatred grows within me.. love dissolved as fast as can be... cutting strucks me.. guilt stop me... disappointment surrounds me... defeated i feel...

happiness barely exist in my dictionary... i wrote secrets in my diary.. thousands of pictures described my feelings... no words could express the agony... my bottle is almost to its brim... no other bottles could withstand my emotions.. all i feel like doing is simply scream.... tormenting myself down and within... scars are all i've left... past not to be remembered yet physically reminded... i've myself to blame... but no one could ease the pain..

to share is one thing... the express is another... i can be stubborn... but i my heart is brittle... bruises and scars are made in my heart... no one could see it nor feel the cut... bit by bit, i'm cutting down... but more will come wen truths are found...

today finally wen to police to report my lost of atm, skool admin and ez link cards... aft 1 week den i report.. so dumb... no time laa... today rush fer EC&C meeting... walao... din noe got alot of things to do... but i'll give my best since i'm given the task... and i embarrassed myself alot today... firstly, wen i reach meeting late... and i sat down.. i drop my hp... consecutively, i drop my pen.. they laugh at me.. hahaha... at least i create an atmosphere.. hahaha.... den at werk... i wanted to take ice from starbux... i bang into the glass door... so dumb... i've been werkin there fer so long and to think i could actually bang myself on the door... next... the truffles... i wanted to put he box of i/c truffles into the paper bag... woosh... the box opened up and truffles fell into the bag... nvm.. i kept cool and change the truffles for new wan... den put back properly den display back.. hahaha... mummy... miss euuu.... i'll make sure i give u a treat wen my pay comes..kk.. gtg slp... i slpt at 6.30am this morning.. cuz doin report the whole night aft werk.. and tmr goin racky pasir ris to ecp tmr with daryl... yAwn..... guud night.........