oh man.. i miss the feeling of having a bf... here i am studying and workin 2 jobs.. i'm tryin to keep myself occupied by not thinkin abt it... somehow.. i still look out for CUTE GUYS and GIRLS!! muahahaha... today at werk(pool spot)... this girl she talk to me.. she say i look like chinese..can i speak chinese? i speak chinese better or malay? am i half blood? hahaha... she's cute.. she's not younger than me of cuz.. she's around 19 - 22... very cute.. another person i find cute is CHUNFEN!!! hahaha.. tat girl is really cute and bubbly... blur but cute... hahaha.. tats fer girls.. fer guys... surya's spsu papa and his fren... wow... i melt wen i see them... whakakakakaka.... kidding.. but their realli cute... oh man.. can i b the gf? omg.. i sound so desperate... no laa... but ya laaa... wateva laa... crap.. hai.. hav to complete my drama assignment... sux man... i dun even feel like going for drama tml.. tmr werkin at gelare.... sat werkin at pool spot.. sunday got meeting then racky pasir ris to ecp.. monday skool.. tues werk at gelare.. wed werk at pool spot... thurs microbio PAPER... fri werk at gelare.. sat werk at pool spot..sun werk at pool spot.. that's my life... sian sian sian.. i'm waiting for my scars to fade... not totally.. but at least fade... so tat i can reprocess the whole thing again! muahahahahaha! farker.. no laa... i'm goin 2 stop cutting.... and start stoning.... well...i alrdy started! muahahaha... k.. i'm nuts... gtg...
2:33 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
