as i sat at the back at the alley... my heart started to wrench... i could hardly catch my breath.. yearning for my medicine which UNFORTUNATELY i din bring... usually, i had it with me everywhere i go.. mayb cuz i was late fer werk... i wanted to call my sis to bring it down... by then... i would have died of 'squeezed-heart'... ave asked me to sit outside and rest.. breathe fresh air.... it wasnt helpin... so i had to bear with it all the way at werk... felt better aft awhile... haiz..... i wonder... y muz i suffer from this... too much sins.. i cant rely on medicine all my life... fArk man...urgH! later in the night aft werk.. wen out wit my sis and her bf.. it was her burfdae.. i haven get her anythin yet...waiting for payday..im like totally broke.. tts y i dun realli wanna go out.. and besides... i'm tired... very very tired.. i dunno how much my eyebags weigh... faiz found someone he loves alrdy... im happie for him... i hope.. he realli treasure her alot... and hope he'd forget me.. forget the past... and forge ahead... cuz the past would oni drag hiim down and as a fren.. i wouldnt wanna see him fall.... embrace ur life with the happiness u haf now.. god bless u.. my nut fren is havin rlnship crisis.. i couldnt realli help her much... oni lend a listening ear... and give some tots... i hope she'd feel better aft letting it out... i dowan her to end up breaking down.. its not a very nice feeling... i wish i could be there for her wen she needed someone... and not think tt there's nobody there..i'm juzt 8 numbers away... take care gal...
4:59 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
