hahaha... guess wat??? 31st may - 1st june was my happiest moment... i shared my time with someone who was abit unique, i can say... we knew each other's existance like, years back in secondary sch... but, it was more of a frequent stranger... yesterday i hung out with him... we played pool.. altho he's not realli good at it... he was quite a patient person... i was tryin to be as stupid as can be.. but cant la... hold cue means c rious... hahaha... den we walk to east coast from parkway... he rode his bike to parkway.. so i told him i meet him at east coast then he can ride his bike there... but his 'gentlemenass' (no such word) carried him forward and said, its okie... we walk there.. later walk back then take my bike.. we were silent most of the time... but i like the quietness.. somehow, i feel so relax being with him... we sat at a bench.. joke and riddles vommitted out.. den silent... i realli dun mind silent.. altho it was awkward.. i scared i bore him.. hahaha.... den.. we walk at the beach.... wrote words on the sand... sth like "hope _ _ _ _ _ _ 's stomachache go away soon! " hahaha... sometimes... he made me feel secured... sometimes...not! hahaha... somehow.. if ever he does sth which i always wanted a guy to do, i will fly high!!!! hahaha... he's half way thru meeting my mark.. but this simple yet many guys doesnt do, will touch my real deep... it once happened to me... but... i oni see him as a fren.. do sth to make me feel touch... he was coughin away.... he's sick..yet he came down to slack wit me... so... wen he said he wanted to go to the restroom.. i said i go 7-11 awhile to get sth... so i wen to get a bottle of water for him... i pass him e bottle... IF i am him.... i would feel real touch!! tat's e kind of feeling i wanna get... i dun wan to ask u to do it for me... but on ur own accord... do it... INITIATIVE... yea man.... hahaha... gUuD NiTE!!!! =D=D=D=D hehee
6:17 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
