today... he came to my werkplace.. his fren zac, bluff me.. say he fell off his bike... inside me was like..." OMG.... " and stunned... i was scared.. lol.. den wen he came.. he told me his fren was juz pulling my legs.. idiot ryt.. i was happy dat i was too lazy to werk actualli.. den we sat at the alley behind and talk.. hehee... den aft he wen off.. i was flooded with orders... very shagged.. later in the night, he text me... ask me out for supper... of cuz i seized the chance.. hehee... he wanted to pick me up.. but i said nvm... cuz i was sticky and smelly.. hahaha.. den wen we reached simpang... he ate but i juZ drank teh peng.. hahaha... he said might as well dun come down.. lol... juz wanted to see him wat....... den he offered to send me home... i said dowan.... cuz i was sticky and smelly... hahaha... he insisted... so did i~~! hahaha.. in the end... i walked home from simpang... aft he got home.. i asked if he could accompany me talk on the fone... b4 tt.. this was wad i typed on my hp...
i had my great times wit him.. he can make me smile like not many could.. i seized every moment i had wit him.. my true feelings for him, i do not show..i treat him like no other frenz i haf.. but my feelings for him is like for no one else.. perhaps tat is wat secret love is.. having to swallow e true feelings but have no guts to show.. his soft spoken self and his looks have amazed me.. his smile makes my heart awake.. wanting to noe more bout him.. and be his other half.... but, is tat possible? every chances i get to meet him, i wouldnt miss it.. even if i'm totally shagged or not feeling well... cuz...... till wen can it last?? wad if he found his other half of his life?? i wun get many of this chance... or even... none.... y din i get to noe him earlier?? y is time always my obstacle??i feel so guud wenever his name pOps on my hp screen.. he's like my kai xing guo... my sa gua... my bai chi...
he nvr pillion gurls b4.. and he actualli doesnt wan to... but he said i would b his first gal pillion... he doesnt mind.. i felt so happie wen he said he doesnt mind...but i still dare not take.. he like to feel bad over small things.. i treat him to gelare stuffs... and he felt bad... wen i left the money on the table to pay for my drinks.. he din wanna take.. so i wanted to put in his helmet.. he swifted, and the money drop on the floor.. so i picked it up.. and he felt bad.. LOL... very sotong kind.. hehee....
4:53 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
