i felt so much happier wen i was having my off days... tho..i do prefer working than skooling)i noe i shud'nt be thinking tt way)... off day seems to be much more appeasing to myself.. finally had time for myself and frenz.. so far..i've been shifted to FEP and PS(this week).. i haven felt any happiness and joy werking there... SG has always been my 2nd hm.. nth beats working at SG... i noe its time for experience at other outlets since i hadnt been shifting for quite awhile... but adapting to other places now isn't my thing.. perhaps.. there must b some reasons behind it.. which! i wouldnt think so much... anywayss...next week would b a little hectic on my schedule.. i dun haf time for myself.. even on fri i cant realli rest cuz i having cls outing... which! i cant avoid since i'm the chairperson.. hai...i wonder wads ps like.. a more demandin plc? or ...wad? dunno laa... haiya.... rumours been goin around.... it isnt healthy to others including the firestarter... cuz if i noe hu started it.... i wouldnt have a guud impression of him/her... furthermore... sense of resentment will build up... its best if at times ppl juz practice MYOB... it doesnt hurt to juz shhh bout wadevva doesnt concerns u.... i realli hate it man!! could i juz get back the old wrkplc where ppl isnt as complicated as now... ? even at FEP... i tot i could blend in till i saw and heard sth which puts me off... its so fake!!! i no longer bother to care bout blending in... i'll juz go werk... do my job.. and bye bye... tats it... results for exams releasing soon... i shall cross my fingers and hope to survive my mum... darn! banana it man.... its 3.26am.. gt 2 slp...later werkin at ps at 1pm.. dowan to b late again... later leave bad impression on others.. chaoz
3:14 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
