days felt like yrs w/o u by my side...

wen to daddy's place today... celebrate his belated burfdae altho i alrdy celebrated wit him on his b'day itself at his werkplc.. miss daddy!! =) wen for dinner den wen to muni's hse to play wit her cats, fifi and smoky... very cute!! i wan a cat of my own!!!! den squeeze it everyday!! hehe.. den meet him and brought him to daddy's plc.. i noe he felt weird.. if i'd known better.. i shoudn't haf ask him to come.. so troublesome for him.. took cab back and forth.. i feel bad..

i got 2 job offers... one was starbux.. another was customer service executive.. once i can stabilize myself in another job.. i'll leave gelare.. i'm complacent at werk.. shitty stuffs, yea.. if i were to convert to full time.. it would be equal to jumpin into the bottomless pit.. black surrounding, anticipating doom in the end.. k laa.. its not tt bad.. juz tt sometimes, i wish i could start afresh.. knowing all of them for the first time.. not knowing hu they are... juz minding my own business.. at least.. i would b happie for a period of tym.. sry bosses... disappointing to hear all these coming from me.. but oh well... my feelings...

wednesday i'm goin ubin with ana.. go relax... release all problems.. enjoy the carefree life there... i dowan to think of anythin except being wit her.. i'm goin to miss her badly.. thursday going out with ana and xinyan.. juz hang out and chill... friday...back to werk.. sat werk, sun werk.. next week....... not sure... i'm still thinking wad schedule shud i gif.. chaoz!