pls come and take tis pain away will u? as long as i'm jobless, my mind will nvr be at ease... gosh.. it's affectin the ppl arnd me wen i'm in this state.. i feel so cheated being in my ex werkplc.. the feeling is unexplainable.. oh gosh.. i need a new job soon.... get rid of all the stupid tots thats lingering in my head.. bloody hell..
i need to occupy myself with things to keep my mind at ease.. i also need to keep myself bz so i wont yearn for him... he's now a full timer.. i'm onli his part time gf.. on top of tt, he has to juggle his skool and its assignments.. tts tedious for him.. i juz pray he would be able to handle the stress that befalls upon him.. i dun ask for much.. juz rmb tt i'm here for him alwaes.. =)
be happy, stay happy, be happy, stay happy, be happy, stay happy........... i know i can do it..
i'm still considerng if i shud join starbux.. the interview is like in a few days time.. but i dunno wad to do..my mum doesnt wan me in fnb line.. she's afraid same thing hpns again.. she would prefer if i do office werk.. i would want to... but out of 14 applications sent out..oni 2 contacted me.. and.. both i cant do it.. c'mon...event coordinator?? gosh.. i cant even coordinate my life... and its oni a temp job.. if i got a perm offer halfway thru... den i'll regret my choice.. i wondering if i could juggle 2 jobs.. full time in office tt is 8.30-5, and nite at starbux... but my mummy laa... haiya!!!!! *groan* mayb i shud go relax... i wanna go to pulau ubin.... but ana not arnd anymmore.... hu wans to go wit me... my frenz are all skoolin.. i feel so pathetic... argh!!!!!
