nothing feels worst than wanting to cry yet no tears to spare. wen u noe that the heart aches and all u wanna do is hide and cry. I'm totally drained out of energy. i could barely scoop ice cream without trembling. i could hardly concentrate on whatever that's happening around me.
he called during my closing. i hesitated to answer. but i wanna hear his voice. he said he was hungry. usually wen he says he's hungry... i will meet him up aft werk to go for supper. so i said.." so u wan me to come down is it....." and all he said was.. " if u wanna come down den come lor... if not i eat myself" y did he give me such a choice?? he noes i'm soft hearted. but it makes me like a fool. its like as if i'm the one hu wans to see him. argh... fark.
one thing i found out about him today... he nvr admit his mistakes readily. wen problems occur... to him, its never his fault.
as much as i wish to salvage this relationship... i see no point... it hurts me further. everyday i cry to slp.. wake up with swollen eyes.. nth seems ryt. i love him yet i dun feel the returned feelings from my guy. i'll let u go... ease ur burden.. it's over... i'm too tired.... i'm really sorry love....i really am...
2:05 AM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
