Its been days since i last msged him.. Yesterday i received the longwinded sms from him.. Seems as tho he loves to sit like a duck and wait for things to happen... to me... it seems to be his character.. cuz it happens all the time.. he would just do nth to salvage things.. And u noe wat... i'm no longer the little miss nice. life goes on for me... i got plenty of things to do out there... worrying bout this aint carry me further... and dun u dare complain u're worn out... ur just worn out cuz of the quarrels... while i'm worn out cuz i'm tired of loving u... ur expectations are beyond my reach... each day seems like a 10km run. tryin to please u even wen u hurt me indirectly... i swallow them all.... till now... i find it too hard to even put em in my mouth. i gif up... it was a mistake tat i told u that u are my greatest joy. you WERE... cuz u took it for granted... u knew that i loved u alot... so u think u can mess with my feelings just like tt... THINK before u talk... i'm a girl.... i'm not the guy... i'm sorry.... but i realli think that there's oni 0.1% chance that we would be together... u r realli one super asshole which i wish to beat up. i loved u alot yet i dun get the return... perhaps its retribution... previously... my ex loved me alot but i din... now... karma... I"M FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!
2:21 PM;
I made my mark
LOST IDENTITY
-=|Solistice|=-
I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.
