@ staircase wasting our tym away~
super engrossed with taking pictures...-_-"

Chapters in life speaks a never-ending story. What's love? A word to ponder upon with a no-wrong answer. Yet a complication derives through the many answers from the experiences of others. Why is that for some, it's easy for them to deviate their attention to another person but to others it takes a great willpower? Why is that for some, even silence with the love's presence, they are able to enjoy but for others its a torture? Love gives the greatest joy yet the deepest pain. Love is filled with laughters yet end with tears. That's love.

Sincerity, Loyality and trust. That's my baby's key to love. Mine is Honesty, trust and acceptance. It seems that trust holds the greatest weigh in a relationship. He once breached my trust. And it took me alot of strength to find them back. Eventually, i succeed. Umpteen quarrels we had. Yet, now, i've learn to accept things. Being with him had allowed me to venture new things and learn more about being in a relationship. He,indirectly, had taught me alot of things that i never once knew. He himself had put through a whole load of torture being with me, tolerating me and being forgiving. My greatest joy ever was to have him by my side. The person i wished to spend the rest of my life with has already been found. A gift from God that i got to meet him. A fate that prevails that will continue its journey.

To my beloved:

Having u by my side is indeed the greatest joy. No matter what's the real answer to 'Love', I, myself, had carry the answer. It lies in my heart and only you understand the meaning. A year with you had made me think maturely in a relationship. It's not about being by ur side physically everyday. But the words that u utter thru the phone that made me feel ur presence. The sensational feel that u gave when u said "I Love u". We met with obstacles thru our journey, yet we made it thru. Thanks to ur patience. Even during the darkest period, the light that lit my way thru was u. Bb, I'm really sorry for my attitude, ur greatest tolerance had become a remedy. Thank you for being with me. I love you.

I finally had tendered my resignation. I need to do something about my life. Working there brings me no where given the fact that with that kind of pay, i could barely save a penny. And i bet i could find a better job which could pay me the same or higher without working my life out. i could feel my heart in my throat each day i wake up with that swollen eyes, half-dead body and 0.1% energy level wen i drag myself to the toilet with the towel dangling down my shoulder. It feels as though I'm working 2 jobs and only slp for 3-5 hrs per day. Probably its my health. And work drag me down even further. Each friend of mine whom i met outside coincidently, will Always ask me a very common question.."Your eyes are terrible! Y is ur face so pale?" Simple answer, "Tired". my answer. i rather not go deeper. Cuz i don't see the problem in my colleagues. its just me. my health is dragging me down. i wish it would just go away. anyway, G. Cafe is really tiring. A cafe with no service charge yet we gotta serve, process order and do cashier. Wth. And manpower? So bloody little. Y? Cut cost. ..the hell.... Anyway... stress is bound to be there in every job. And i rather find another job. Haha. FREAKISHLY tired. G.Cafe is really pulling people into their grave faster. I shall save myself first before people come and visit my grave.

Anyway, to all my colleagues, nice working with u guys for the past ... dunno how long... really memorable moments. no worries laa... u noe hanifah... she will surely come down once in a while. =) chaoz